guess wat i am doin now ??
i am sitting at starbucks with my old lappy
with a cup of green tea latte beside me
which i am taking a sip right now ~~
*drinking latte*
with cold winds blowing at me cos i am at genting AGAIN ~~~~
now the temperature is like 19.++ degrees onli
my fingers are going numb ~~~~
due to the cold ~~~
i have never been too afraid of cold
but the winds are sending chills down my spine ~~~~
with my thick hoodie i can still feel the cold
this is not a nice feeling ~~~
but i quite like the coldness ~~~
it makes me think alot ...
whats going on in my life and stuff like tat



its cool when u are alone ...
sitting there thinking about how life goes pass
and what u have done in life

now to think of it my life have not been real great
but i does not suck either ...

just lots of crap in between
all the gold and diamonds ~~~

crap like rocks stones paper ~~~
the gold and diamonds are much harder to find

as they are deep down
u gotta see thru all the crap to be able to find them

they are the gold and diamonds
that i have collected and gotten in the 16 years of my life
the most important one was the diamond with Christ on it
that will be one that i will hold dear to
the one that i will take care of forever
the diamond that i will carry with me no matter what happens

i have friends and families with me thru my life for close to 16 years
but now i found 1 more who have walk thru my life with me
that person is GOD ...
onli difference is that GOD have been walking my life with me
long before i know him and long before i was born
now with GOD in my life ...
everything's going fine xD

I think my life have never been BTR
haaha xD
I love my GOD !
FOR HE LOVED ME 1ST ~~~~