loveless

2010-11-24T21:13:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mnz9492FVHQ&feature=player_embedded

第五屆超級星光大道踢舘魔王——倪安東

推出首張個人專輯——《第一課》

首播主打歌——Sorry That I Loved You

作詞：倪安東／Skot Suyama

作曲：Skot Suyama

For all of the times that I tried for your smile

For making you think that I was worth the while

So your love love love love love would be mine

For sending you flowers and holding your hand

That no one was there to take a stand

But then love love love made us blind

And I`m so sorry that I hurt you

Sorry that I fell through

Sorry I was fallin in love with you

Im sorry that it came true but sorry doesn`t turn back time

For all that I have done to you

I wish that I could make it right

So sorry that I loved you

Sorry that I needed you

Sorry that I held you tight

And Im so sorry for...

Making you love me and saying goodbye

For being the one that taught you how to cry

It was love love love and it passed us by

For giving you every thing that you dreamed

For taking it back when I fled the scene

Sorry love， for wasting your time

And I`m so sorry that I hurt you

Sorry that I fell through

Sorry I was fallin in love with you

Im sorry that it came true but sorry doesn`t turn back time

For all that I have done to you

I wish that I could make it right

So sorry that I loved you

Sorry that I needed you

Sorry that I held you tight

An apology now after all of this time

Won`t make any difference tonight

But im hopin "im sorry" will open your mind

To love love love love in your life

Sorry that I hurt you

Sorry that I fell through

Sorry I was fallin in love with you

Im sorry that it came true but sorry doesn`t turn back time

For all that I have done to you

I wish that I could make it right （tonight）

So sorry that I hurt you

Sorry that I fell through

Sorry I was fallin in love with you （I was falling in love）

Im sorry that it came true but sorry doesn`t turn back time

I`m sorry that I loved you

I`m sorry that I hurt you

I`m so sorry that I loved you

I`m so sorry that I hurt you

I`m sorry that I loved you....

mood b4 Challengers

2010-06-22T22:24:00.002+08:00

tomoro going for camp again
just finished EES de recruitment camp
alot of things happen which i don wanna put on any document
so that i wont have to read and recall such an experience
tomoro is NPSU challengers camp
which is also their recruitment
which is gonna be soooooooo much btr

On a side note,
this years world cup is sort of screwed up
top teams are slacking which resulted in epic fail games
bottom teams are actualli able to own good teams like EPIC FAIL for some of the top teams with awesome players
tried my luck a few times
but got burned instead
but those that i did not try my luck i was dead on ...

2010-03-05T23:59:00.002+08:00

Changed my blog skin again
1. to remind meself of who save my life
2. to remind meself to know who is in control of me life
3. to let meself know that me is too small to accomplish big things without HIM
4. to always remember today.
5. to let meself remember to pray.

today i got the shock of me life.
after having dinner with my parents and my 4th uncle and aunt and sherman.
we walk home
and a short distance away from my lift lobby
my dad had a difficulty breathing
all i could do was to ask him to breath in deeply
and held him tightly
it was like i wasn't gonna let him go.
it was the first time i felt real fear going thru me
as it was the first time i have seen my dad with such a painful expression.
i have no seen the expression before
i was so scared .
he felt better so we walked home
and i was afraid that he will have difficulty breathing again
and when we reach home
he told me this have been happening for 2-3 months
i told him to go for a check up but he says he is scared
so am i , i thought in my heart .
now i can only pray that he will go for the check up and get well
and that this will not happen again

PS:if you are reading this,christian or not, please help me pray !
i don wanna lose my dad ! please ! thanks !

2010-01-01T22:29:00.002+08:00

changed my blogskin bored with old de XD
i gonna go to sentosa tmr !!!
it have been soooooooo long !!!!
tmr will be class outing XD
sooo awesome !~
time to tan my flabbies !~

NEW YEAR LEH !!!!
HAPPI NEW YEAR TO ALL , YOUNG AND OLD !!!

This year will be special as it will be the first year which i make my new year's resolution

Seriously read finish the Holy Bible,
Go to church on a regular basis,
Have a secondary school class outing,*looks at velle*
Pass all my modules,
Get a Medal in World Skills Singapore,

and a lot more which i cant possibility list out for u to see xD

2010-01-01T18:19:00.001+08:00

It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return, but what is the most painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let the person know how you feel.

It takes a minute to have a crush on someone, an hour to like someone and a day to love someone - but it takes a lifetime to forget someone.

To the world you may be just one person, but to one person you may be the world. :)

Every word here are all so true
and are all about how i feel -.=

2009-12-31T09:53:00.002+08:00

so long never post liaos
realli sian
so many project not yet do
+ no mood do
just finish my prep camp
super awesome la sia !
prep camp oie !
PREP~!!
prep camp oie !
CAMP~!!
prep camp oie !
PREP CAMP~!!!
GLAD I WENT TO CAMP !!! =)
I am happy that i know somethings
but also sad to know somethings
but i will still carry on =)

TBC TBC ~~~~

2009-10-09T00:43:00.001+08:00

TBC was POWER ~~~~
super fun ~~~~
went with a heart to enjoy ~
cos of worldskills stuff which is stressing me
so i wanna relax and have fun
and talk with friends in the committee of NPSU
super SWANG ~~~~~
+ super tired ~~~~
so events in sequence from 6-8 of oct will be post tmr or sat

2009-09-20T17:45:00.002+08:00

ai ...
so crap sia my holidays
burned for World Skills training =.-
feel so *Bleah*
be in school from 9-5 so sians
now update on my long week ends
thursday was surpose to meet Committee members at orchard
But canceled -.-
lucky got Jo and X.Grace =)
den i go shopping with them
after tat go to Bukit Panjang to eat dinner
and to buy stuffs for cell steamboat
while going back to church to leave out stuffs there
we celebrated Z.sen's B'dae ~~~ ( ON THE BUS) XD
and while in church Andy went looney ~~~
singing his self compose song ~~~
with ultra funny lyrics
which made me , sandra , jolene , ana and Xgrace
stay till around 10++ before goin home XD
Friday i rotted at home
but went out to pasir panjang with mella and sherman and my uncle for dinner
Sat i went to church for steamboat
help out at kitchen
with preparation and some cooking XD
had such an AWESOME TIME !!!
BOTH WITH CELL-PEOPLE AND WITH GOD =)
seriously love GOD
Thank him for what he have done for me =)

2009-08-31T20:29:00.002+08:00

so long never update ...
donno why got no feeling ...
hahas
teacher day today ...
went to school
saw alot of school friends
had alot of fun running around
doing STUNTS ~~~
this is my 1st visit back to my secondary school
after close to 1 year
spend my time with weijie norman nansheng in school
running to DNT room to see my artifact (actualli to run a way from the cheer XD)
den cannot find so bo pian ...
went around school did some funni things
which i cant say ~~~
but i will give u bits of it
1 of it involves a slipper
1 involves a soccer ball
1 involves a soccer ball and a door
after all the fun
i went for lunch at GP mac
den game a bit at ah chen's house
and the rest of my 4 hours
i spend it with sports
first hour is soccer with norman adrian weijie leon me and joshua
the next 3hours is on Basketball with the same guys except adrian and norman
but have jonathan ~~~
super tired after such a fun day XD

Exam week !

2009-08-21T12:26:00.004+08:00

exams coming to me
going to go away in less than a blink of an eye
*winks*
*winks*
why is it still here ???
=( 1st paper maths today !
2nd is tmr eltech
last is monday engmec
hope i can pass all papers
don hope to ace any of them
a nice pass will do
=)
*winks*
*winks*
*winks*
hope papers will be easy =)
keep blinking people =)
loves
hope test will pass soon =)

Exam week !

2009-08-21T12:26:00.001+08:00

2009-07-22T13:17:00.003+08:00

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:

Success in your career is not the most important thing in life. You are content with what you have and think that being with someone you love is more than spending all of your precious time just working.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

saw on Tweee's blog so i tried it XD

some are true

go try it =)

http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx

tiring saturday ~~~

2009-07-18T22:41:00.002+08:00

super tired =.-
but fun =)
wake up at 7++
went to WWSS ( westwood )
to help BB out =)
today is CQ de
so no parade
next week den have
so hopefulli i wont feel as tired next week
cos i goota go fix normans bike
den go john house slack slack
and we go for movie !
Happi potti and thwe half blood prince=)
okok
is
Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince !
which was super nice la !
even thou very blur and dark
but it is a nice movie ~
and now i am watching
harry potter part 3 =)
super happi =) but tired =S

2009-07-12T22:54:00.002+08:00

my schedule is like cramp packed man !
presentation and projects
so many stuff to do =(
i am tired of it man !
so many stuff to do =(
i think i will stress till SIAO !
+ i am in GRAD COM !!!
so happi !
but also stress !
alot of stuff to do and prepare =(
I wan hairy potti !
haha ~~~
I love God !
Pray tat i can sail thru my studies !
and tat i will pass my retest =)
22 july
coming soon sia

2009-07-02T19:19:00.001+08:00

results
not as ideal =(
cos never realli study =(
Engmec = 28/100
EG1 = 50/100
Eltech = 63/100

see all not so good =(
gotta start studying !
and teachers are targeting me =(
always say i cannot do this
and do this wrong do tat wrong
so Pissed sia
How sia =(
i am like a wanted man =(

2009-06-22T10:15:00.003+08:00

wah today den update day 2 xD
simple to say
it is very simple
O$P$ is 1st
den design our mascot
who die after our campfire performance
which lead to our next item which
is a skit we gotta act during
CAMPFIRE
with A REAL FIRE unlike
FOC !!!
This is wat people do when they are bored during camp
and they have markers !

and of cos last but not lest supperbidding !
we bid alot of food like picnic sia
haha too bad no one took photo XD
so on the last day of camp
group photo !

camp day 1

2009-06-17T13:29:00.003+08:00

woots just finished camp
super tired now 1st days was sort of boring la
check in pay,money and the 1st game started =.=
we gotta look for people !
i gotta look for stella and dominique and when i went in i saw a girl shout JEREMY !
i was like shock + stunned !!!
and after some time i found out she was stella xD
And we went around looking for dominique
the person did not come la
we cannot actualli find our group
but i scanned the list b4 i went in
so i think quaiser was in the group so
i went over and he called stella so
we know we are in the same group after some time we had all the members me,stella,quaiser,val,ryan,amanda,rachel
7 person out of total of 9 was like =.=
den go put bags den they tell us wet games not to bring anything for it and guess wat ?
it turned out to be amazing race like tat den we got no phone no contacts =.=
but we got 1 for the camp com to contact us
den went for lunch finished it and we went to get the checkpoints
with $10 per person
very long story from here
went outram park den go changi airport
den tampines den back to school
we are left with 1 buck from
tampines to school sia
gotta get back at 7 but we took the bus at 6+
and everyone have onli $1
haha see how pathetic we are ???
but we manage to go back to school k
reach at like 8+
with 1 ultra long bus ride
which bonded us very well as we get to talk with each other
and get to know each other
so in the end we were late
but we enjoyed the whole thing even
with amanda complaining she was hungry
hahaha (OPPS)xD
we was late so we were like so =.=
all tired and hungry
so we went back had food
bath and went to LT28
for supper bidding
with was fun la
we got a realli big packet of honey stars !!!
hahahahaa
could not finish it at all xD
so we shared
and still cannot finish
XD den we went to bed
Update 2nd day tmr
so tired gotta sleep XD

2009-06-14T22:58:00.000+08:00

OUT FOR CAMP XD
back wed but i will twit alot i think
cos i am bored
hahahah

2009-06-14T00:49:00.002+08:00

I am so happy !
Parents did not scold or say anything (i think God helped me)
I was so afraid at 1st cos i am afraid we may end up quarreling
but we didnt even start
Awwww ! Thanks God !
and everyone in Church who prayed with and for me =)
Thanks alot =)

2009-06-11T09:29:00.002+08:00

YTD so fun =)
1st class outing for 4F
guess wat ?
about 16 people attended
so glad la
went for movie with 4 people
velle ,rahman ,eeling ,john and me
was a nice movie
Night a the museum 2
so funny
lots of jokes
Den dinner at swen
even cerrena came
and treated us to dinner
everyone pay 10bucks
she pay the rest
den we spend time talking tgt
outside JP
tat is my life ytd =)

2009-06-09T23:12:00.002+08:00

Blessed i am to have friends
and to have family
to celebrate my birthday with me
wishes from my friends from
primary school
secondary school
polytechnics
my church
to wish me a

Happy Birthday !

thanks to everyone
u all have made my day =)

I have been soooo enlighten
after radical conference
I feel like i am living a new life
after wat i learned
God is the one i am after
thanks to my church
thanks to pastor greg,pastor dave,pastor chris long and of cause SHIRELIVE !!!

2009-06-08T21:16:00.003+08:00

we will not be shaken
we are standing on God's love
No we will not be shaken
In you our Lord we trust

With everything i am
all my life i seek Your plan

To know your truth
To know your will
To see your people saved

i can still remember songs tat ShireLive
performed at the Radical conference
at my church !~ COSBT
guess wat my parents found out i went to church
but they didnt scold me
thank God =)

I found tat God can change people
if u are willing to be change and wants to change
God will be the strength to help u out
And God want to be change Lord
to be more Christ-like and obedient to u

Oh and today's my BIRTHDAY !!!
hahahaha
So happi xD
cakes and presents here i come xD
oh i got a test later on =(
but gotta meet up with my friend later
and cell group later
and i got a cake at home
wheee i am Blessed

Class outing tmr
movie-ing and dinner-ing
update more news tmr xD

oh and i hope tat i will

ACE my ELTECH,EG1 AND ENGMEC !!!

2009-06-06T10:22:00.002+08:00

Hillsong United - From the inside out (Everlasting)

A thousand times I've failed
Still your mercy remains
And should I stumble again
Still I'm caught in your grace

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
In my heart, in my soul, Lord I give you control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise become my embrace
To love You from the inside out

Your will above all else, my purpose remains
The art of losing myself in bringing you praise

Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
In my heart, in my soul, Lord I give you control
Consume me from the inside out Lord
Let justice and praise become my embrace
To love You from the inside out

Chorus 2x
Everlasting, Your light will shine when all else fades
Never ending, Your glory goes beyond all fame
And the cry of my heart is to bring You praise
From the inside out Lord, my soul cries out

2009-05-31T21:24:00.001+08:00

Date: Wed, 27 May 2009 21:32:59 +0800
Subject: Challengers Participation Form 2009
From: npstudentunion@gmail.com
CC: npstudentunion@gmail.com

Hey everyone,

Thanks for turning up for our sub-committee briefings on Monday and Tuesday.

PLEASE HAND IN THE FORM BY MONDAY(1ST JUNE 2009)

VENUE FOR SUBMISSION: NGEE ANN POLYTECHNIC STUDENT UNION OFFICE(BLK 73 LEVEL 2,above the co-op)

We will only be accepting those that came on the two days for sub-committee briefing.
Those that do not fill up the form fully or did not come for the two days but submitted the forms will not be accepted.

ALL PARTICIPANTS please bring $15 participation fee and at least 500ml bottle.

Those who break camp on Monday(15TH JUNE 2009) please book in asap,Latest by 12PM

omg gotta give it tmr and i just got it today =.=
hahahahaha
how ???

2009-05-31T20:24:00.002+08:00

Air

Air is the element of spirituality. Air personalities are always striving to be better than they consider themselves to be, both on a spiritual, emotional and a mental plane. Needing more knowledge, they become avid readers. Trying to become what they think they should be, they search their own lives and the lives of others to find the answers. The study of religions makes them feel as if they are accomplishing something bigger than themselves in life. A good theological discussion is right up their alley. Wanting to help as many people as they can, they are more than willing to give you the benefit of their education. Trying to achieve perfection, they seem to struggle with themselves more than most because they tend to be so critical of themselves.

am i ?

2009-05-28T21:06:00.001+08:00

I want a man, not a boy. ♥

a man who knows how to appreciate the things I do for him.
a man who pampers me with something that money can't buy
a man who knows his mistakes and try to make it right.
a man who can be my pillow whenever i need someone to lean on.
a man who knows when to give in and let down his pride.
a man who'd communicate, listen and respond
a man who respects me, my family and his.
a man who enjoys what life has to offer.
a man who can say yes or no instead of 'anything'.
a man who won't keep me waiting though the day or night.
a man who (at least) try figure out what's going on inside me and resolve it.
a man who help the relationship work when it gets tough
a man who'd never lay his hand on woman
a man who works hard and planning well for his future
a man who is motivated
a man who takes responsibility for his actions
a man who gives me freedom that I need.
a man who loves me with no doubts.

looted from http://nirarara.xanga.com/
haha
i wonder does every girl think this way ???

2009-05-27T21:20:00.003+08:00

Just some poem i happen to read
it is sort of how i am feeling now
how i hope u know =.=
and how i hope u wont know
wat a feeling =.-

it is hard for me to describe
how many ways i love you
you are funny & smart
and beautiful too
i cant help but hide my feelings away
when we meet face to face
maybe out of fear of rejection
to disappear without a trace
so im writing you this poem
to show you my true side
the pure raw truth
not cooked up or fried
i think about you everyday
that is a fact
the only question is
will you love me back

How I wish you understand
How much I really love you
How I wish you understand
The feelings I have for you
How I wish you understand
The tears I shed for you
Every moment of my life
I always pray for you
How I wish you understand
I have friends like you
How I wish you understand
I would never cheat on you
How I wish you understand
The trust you don’t have for me hurts
Maybe another guys hurt you so
But I’m not him I’m me you know
How I wish you understand
I would fight for you
How I wish you understand
I really do love you
How I wish you understand
Every moment I cherish with you
All the good and bad
You sometimes make me cry
You sometimes make me sad
How I wish you understand
Not one day passes I don’t think of you
How I wish you understand I’m really glad I met you
How I wish you understand I won’t give in and run
To tell the truth I plan to save it for marriage
I hope that you’re the one
How I wish you understand
I want to be with you
How I wish you understand
----- I love you
so nice la =.-

2009-05-26T15:49:00.002+08:00

You don't wait for storms to pass in life
you dance in them..

You don't wait for someone to tell u
You go tell that someone

You don't sit and wait for time to tell you what to do
You go around asking

You don't wait for people to come to hold you
You chase after them

tat is wat i wanna do
but i don dare
when ever i have some feelings
it never seems like i will have the courage to do it
>.<

2009-05-20T21:57:00.002+08:00

ai yo so buzy these days
project project
homework homework
presentation presentation
outing outing
pool pool
school school
quiz quiz
test test
common test common test
so many things
i still can make it sia ~~~
but the bad thing is i gotta rush things !~
hope i can cope with all this
ahhh !~~~ *running around scratching the head*
tmr got floor ball trial ~ xD
1st time there trial liao xD
that will be my new cca (".)
haha triathlon donno still wan mah sia =(

going to bed now xD
nights

2009-05-18T23:12:00.002+08:00

nothing much to talk or write about
just tat i am realli tired and
tmr gotta wake at 5+
so i am gonna sleep in 5-10 mins
wan will be very very tired the moment i wake up tmr
i will look like a zombie ~~~~
ok i going off le !!!
otherwise cant wake up !
had some fun today xD
played pool today with my classmates
den went for lessons
and den go find people den go home
and found i had something on
den had to leave zeesheng
and went to meet for DS with my cell group mates
so tired now la
nights people
love♥

2009-05-17T22:23:00.002+08:00

parents are not home till tuesday afternoon
donno if i can wake up tomoro sia ... 6.30
now i still not sleeping ... xD
watching blade the series ~~~
wanted to watch harper's island onli
but don have so watch blade ~~~
it is so nice la ~~
but i realli tired
went swiming with victor
4-7
3 hour of swiming in the olympic pool
and nothing more ~~~
hopefulli can train till i get a 750M in 20 mins
cos i onli swam 500M in 20 mins ...
den go KFC eat
den now gonna sleep soon
cos i will like be veri veri tired tmr !
9-5 how to cope ???
ai ... jia you

2009-05-17T12:38:00.003+08:00

some photos from my NPSU FOC camp
realli fun as i know alot of new friends ~~~!!!
kept seeing some of them
but some like vanished
haha
school's so big cant see the people u wanna see lor ~~!!

wow it's been so long since i last blogged !~
realli tired or just realli sian
u see
poly life is almost what every secondary kid thinks of
not i think poly is not much btr ...
the good thing ??
no uniforms
bad things ???
u gotta study on ur own
different timetable
lecturers are sometimes treating u like primary school kid
during lessons u can game like nobody's business
and now the worst thing
1 of the lecturer is sort of picking on me
but who cares ???
but the fun bit is knowing new friends
and hanging out with some old friends
from primary school which u didn't see for 4 years
and getting to look at some of the realli cute or pretty girls in school xD
but i am not interested luh !
studies more important !
but gaming more important den studies !~
ok la xD
i am still coping somehow ...
GLHF ???
in school xD

2009-04-12T22:16:00.002+08:00

Had alot of fun YTD at the FOC outing !!!
Reach harbourfront on time at 10 ..
tot i was gonna be late ..
reach the and was the 1st person in my group ..
den junhao and saw yijun and amanda
and nicole and jesslyn came
den we waited for huiee
and firdaus reached late
but he had something on and had to go
but he still owe us a pole dance !!!
haha xD
after tat went to GIANT to get some chips and drinks
den went to sentosa
very little people from amunified at first
so very sian
but around 12+ max and mal came
and thats when the fun begins
we dunk people into the ocean
and started planning dunk for people we know
1st was yijun , den valli , den i forget ...
we dunked alot of people into the sea with our IDIOT SQUAD !!!
at about 4+ rain ...
but we had fun cheering and some ang-mo children was playing with us in the pavillion
but me max aiman and a few friends went into the rain and play xD
and when there is lighting we will squad down .. haha
but we had alot of FUN !!!!
we kept running in and out of the rain
it was chilly but i am used to cold weathers
so it was nothing to me xD
so we taopok in the rain ...
run in the rain ...
dance in the rain
sit on a stone
and alot of crazy stuff xD
but rain stopped but we carry on having fun
with one last dunk and went to play dougeball in the sea .
den huiee and jaslyn was finding the volley ball
and max was playing around and joking with them hoping they will stay
but they didn't T.T
haha PS us so bad ...
and there was a very nice black dog tat i went to touch
belong to the ang-mo
den we went to shower ...
after showering there is rain ...
so bad timing !!!
but we manage to get to Vivo
but the rain was just a passing one so we manage to meet everyone
who had not left early .
and we meet at vivo for dinner
and there was not a place tat can shelter us all ...
so we tapao and seat at the open area at 3rd floor
infront of the monorail
and we eat and talk and joke xD
i ate Carl's Jr !
very filling after a tiring day ..
and went home with adzreen
took 963 den missed our stop ...
den took 154
den 185 home xD
reach home tired sunburnt but enjoyed

2009-04-12T22:11:00.001+08:00

[b]You Are Hesitant in Love[/b]

You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time.

You tend to give more than take in relationships.

You need your space and privacy. You don't like to be smothered.

You're secretly hoping your partner will change for you.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

O.o this is for fun xD
but true xD

2009-03-29T22:40:00.003+08:00

guess wat i am doin now ??
i am sitting at starbucks with my old lappy
with a cup of green tea latte beside me
which i am taking a sip right now ~~
*drinking latte*
with cold winds blowing at me cos i am at genting AGAIN ~~~~
now the temperature is like 19.++ degrees onli
my fingers are going numb ~~~~
due to the cold ~~~
i have never been too afraid of cold
but the winds are sending chills down my spine ~~~~
with my thick hoodie i can still feel the cold
this is not a nice feeling ~~~
but i quite like the coldness ~~~
it makes me think alot ...
whats going on in my life and stuff like tat

its cool when u are alone ...
sitting there thinking about how life goes pass
and what u have done in life

now to think of it my life have not been real great
but i does not suck either ...

just lots of crap in between
all the gold and diamonds ~~~

crap like rocks stones paper ~~~
the gold and diamonds are much harder to find

as they are deep down
u gotta see thru all the crap to be able to find them

they are the gold and diamonds
that i have collected and gotten in the 16 years of my life
the most important one was the diamond with Christ on it
that will be one that i will hold dear to
the one that i will take care of forever
the diamond that i will carry with me no matter what happens

i have friends and families with me thru my life for close to 16 years
but now i found 1 more who have walk thru my life with me
that person is GOD ...
onli difference is that GOD have been walking my life with me
long before i know him and long before i was born
now with GOD in my life ...
everything's going fine xD

I think my life have never been BTR
haaha xD
I love my GOD !
FOR HE LOVED ME 1ST ~~~~

am i good or just dumb ??

2009-03-29T18:14:00.002+08:00

what happen was i reach genting not long ago
and after dinner i went walking around first hotel
got this guy who ask me to lend him money
at first i didn't want to ...
but hearing that he is in need so i reluctantly lend 40 bucks of my 50 to him
he say he will pay me back tomoro ...
maybe i was too kind la ~~~
or maybe i was too dumb in believing him
but i really feel sad for him
if he were to lie to me
den i will just take it as a good deed ~~~~
singapoe 10++ bucks ~~~
i think i am dumb ...
what about u ???
what u think i am ?
i think i am showing concern
i don care who he is ...
he say he is a company director ...
i don believe him ..
but i still gave him the money
cos i think he needs it ....

u just got --- AMUNIFIED ~~~~

2009-03-28T17:11:00.003+08:00

back from camp ~~~
had so much fun sio ~~~
but 1st day a bit sian ~~~
a bit draggy
but the camp end up so fun ~~~
amunified ~~~
the most high group for 1st and 2nd day ~~~
but other became more high ~~~
adzreen with his group and their COLA ~~~~
hahahah
we win the BEST CHEER ~~~~
woots ~~~~
but i wanna win the most marbles
cos we sacrifice VALLI to get tao pok by crew sia ~~~
to earn 15 marbles ~~~
poor VALLI ...
but we have alot of fun xD

2009-03-21T23:26:00.003+08:00

out of the 4 movies i watch
Watchman is still the best ~~~
in which i recommend u to watch it ~
if u can
because it is m18
and i cant watch in singapore ~~~
so u SHOULD watch it ~~~
den it is Race to Witch Mountain
i also think u should watch it
i wanna watch it again ~~~
It is so nice ~~~~
don watch Dragonball unless
1. u got alot of money
2. u love dragonball (if u watch u will hate it)
3. u got too much time
because u will feel so shack after the movie ~~~
the international was very nice
it is so cool ~~~~

2009-03-20T16:39:00.002+08:00

woots
watchman the movie uses the song
tat is sooooooo nice
u gotta listen to it =)
the sounds of slience ~~~~
by paul simons and garfunkel
finished the movie called the international ~~~~
gonna watch
DRAGONBALL
and
RACE TO WITCH MOUNTAIN
later tonight ~~~~
gotta get GUM for people man ~~~~
will 10 sticks be enuf ?
hope so~~~~
cant take too much ~~~

using old lappy at starbucks at genting ~~~
with GREEN TEA LATTE =)

LIFE ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

2009-03-20T11:06:00.004+08:00

erm if any church friends who are reading this tell me if it is wrong

yesterday coming up to genting from KL
i donno why but my mum told me tat she feels tat i have changed
she say because i never go to church ...
she say i have changed bak to the old me
the me which have no went to church
the me which she feels care about my parents
no matter how many times i go out
maybe is because on 17 march
i was out with yuen ting to NP to get the software from school
and i was going to DS tat night
and i told my parents i was going out
but they wan me to go visit my uncle
if it was me in the pass i will usually insist on going out with my friends
but tat day i actually miss DS to go out with my parents to visit my uncle
because i feel like i have to
so i did
and when my mum told me i have changed
to me i feel tat i did not change
i didn't tell mum tat
i still am a christian
and will be one because i didn't dare to
to avoid a scolding and a bad holiday
but i personally still do my quiet time
( but i have not done master life for the pass 3 day because i didn't wan my parents to suspect)
it's not me who change is it ?
i sill have Christ and God in my life
i pray daily
maybe it is not me who have changed huh ?
it is God's plan for me ?
to use me to change my parents ?
and next week tuesday i going to have a camp
and i will have to skip 1 whole week of masterlife
if i don bring it with me
wat am i gonna do ??? help me please ~~~!!!!

and i seem to be very bothered >.<>.<
and i cant seem to find why i am feeling this way ~~~
>.< !!!!
at least life's good ~~~~
i am enjoying green tea latte ~~~

MOVIE-ING ~~~~

2009-03-19T19:10:00.002+08:00

Woots
i am at genting lan shop ~~~
so ex sio ~~~
15ringit per hour ~~~
but at least faster den starbucks ~~~
or coffee bean ~~~
oh i am gonna watch WATCHMAN ~~~~~
M18 show ~~~~
i am onli 17 WAHAHAHHAHAHA
i am so happy
so many movies to watch
so little time ~~~
haha
got the international ~~~
watchman
dragonball
and
the one i wanna watch
RACE TO WITCH MOUNTAIN ~~~~~
SOO HAPPY ~~~~~

2009-03-18T21:12:00.004+08:00

i soooooooooooooooooooooooooo so so so so so (X 100000000000000)
MISSS MY CHURCH FRIENDS !!!!!!
and i miss God ~!
i wanna get close to him ~~~~
i am so sad T.T

tomoro going malaysia ~~~~
not gonna bring my new lappy there ~~~
don wanna spoilt it =)
got anything wanna tell me
go msn
and if i never add u
u add me ~~~~
doggy_jeremy@hotmail.com ~~~~
ok =)

2009-03-14T09:58:00.001+08:00

Go watch PUSH ~~~
it is so nice ~~~~
the way people have powers ~~~
i wanna have the power ~~~
and be called the shifter ~~~
so i can be rich ~~~ haha
u gotta watch the movie to understand ~~~
i don wanna be a spoiler ~~~~

2009-03-13T09:34:00.002+08:00

bad dreaam
bad dream ~~~
nightmare ~~~
but i can still sleep on it ~~~
how did i do it ???
because i didn't have the feeling of fear at tat moment ?
or is it tat GOD kept me save from fear ?
It is GOD who kept me from fear ~~~

2009-03-12T08:16:00.002+08:00

didnt have a good sleep YTD
till around 1.30++ den sleep
cos watch american idol ~~~~
adam lambert is good ~~~~
alexis grace too ~~~
and danny gokey ~~~~
hope they get to the finals ~~~~
adam totally rock ytd's show ~~~~~
and alexis also ~~~~~
this season is so kool ~~~~~~~~

2009-03-11T12:51:00.003+08:00

woots ~~~

i ate alot of kinder JOY ~~~~

haha

i am growing side-ways more den ever ~~

gonna exercise more ~~~~

i am very tired recently

donno why i have not had a good dream

onli had a blank black thinggy in my mind ~~~

cos i don have enuff sleep ???

i gotta sleep more ~~~

DREAMS here i come ~~~~~

sian ~~~~~~~

2009-03-09T21:00:00.002+08:00

so sian ~~~~
life sucks ~~~~
boring ~~~~
going to camp ~~~~
24-27 march ~~~~
ai wondeer who will be going ~~~~
sian ~~~~ sian ~~~~~~
sian ~~~~~~~~

2009-03-06T13:57:00.003+08:00

i am feeling much better now =)
gotta have alot of things to do !
gonna help out at my auntie there
den gotta go oriention programme
gotta go alot of things !!!
so rush !!!
hahaha

random: do ur part for the world
http://www.earthhour.org/
go and sign-up =)

2009-03-01T13:11:00.002+08:00

yesterday is the worst day of my life =.=
i was so sick =(
it was the first time from primary school till now
i had a high fever =.= 39.5 °C
went to see doctor
it is also the first time
tat i get food poisoning =.=
lucky it is onli minor =)
thank God
now my temperature is still very high
38.13 °C
still so high =.=

2009-02-28T12:51:00.002+08:00

what a day
i had a very bad case of headache and a bad case of diarrhoea !!!
den cannot go to church =.=
my headache is soooooo bad now i can feel the hurt
like my brain going to 'pop' out
i gonna go sleep soon
or my brain will 'pop' out !!!
pray for me pls =)
hope my illness will be cured =)

2009-02-21T21:12:00.002+08:00

This is so incredible !!!

to combine both wind turbine and for residents

how cool is tat !!!???

to be able to generate energy and allow humans to stay in it !!!

2009-02-20T17:29:00.002+08:00

this movie is so long !!!
2hours ++ =.-
the front part was ... BORING !!!
haha
but the last part is so nice !!!
=)

2009-02-13T22:06:00.003+08:00

Basically
i am done with mine JOB
not to critise or anything !
i would like to explain why i am not doin the job now
1. the pay amount is not really as good
2. it is very tough ! (standing 7-9hours)
3. is is very far
4. pay of 1000 is divided into 4 part
with 200 transport money also 4 parts
so 1 week 300bucks
if u can hit target for the week
u cant get the 300
u can onli get commsion of $2 per sold ticket & it must go by books
so no sale of 15 u don get $30 !
so i quited !

My First WoRking Day

2009-02-12T22:05:00.002+08:00

Today is both fun and a torture
I got no pay !
DAmn haha
gonna get my money for my work
MAN!!!
i donno why they call the sale
PREACHING !!?!?!?
i tot it is surpose to just be sales-talk ?!!?!?
PREACHING !!!!!
tat is wat i cant understand !!!
i think i will try my best again
i stand up for the whole day for 9-7
10 full hours !!!!
I feel so tired !
gonna sleep now
SKIPPED QT +.<
PEOPLE(cellmates) OUT THERE
PLS help me pray !!!
i feel so 'dead'
got my QT blog out
will be tomoro when i first(2nd cos 1st is random de)blog
GOD is with me today !!!!
i am working hard for GOD's glory !!!

2009-02-09T14:44:00.004+08:00

Welcome , JEREMY GOH ZHENG JIAN
You May Want To:
Your JAE Appeal Choices:
1st Choice:Engineering Common Programme (NP)
2nd Choice:Horticulture & Landscape Management (NP)

Your JAE Appeal result is: N43 Electrical Enginnering

i tried to do it so to get into ENGINNERING COMMON PROGRAMME
but cannnot get into it =.-

AI AI AI AI AI AI AI AI AI

WAHLIAO !!!!!!!!!

2009-02-08T13:57:00.002+08:00

wah guess what i found when i woke up this morning !
I found a white hair !!!!
this means 2 things
1. i am getting older
or
2. i am getting wiser
i hope is the second one
i don wanna be older even though i am ={

2009-02-05T22:59:00.002+08:00

i gotta nit to do my QT more !!
i nit God to be in my life !
God speak to me !
i will create a blog for my QT !
i am afraid i cant keep contact with all my cellmates soon !
people giv me ur MSN
so tat i can add u !
cos i can go onli =)

2009-02-02T20:15:00.002+08:00

ROAR !
cannot go SP liao
nvm target to go to NP
I must win Yuen ting in studies =)
i will go into biomedical enginnering
but i going by Engineering Common Programme
haha got to study sooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo hard sia
i can make it de =)
jia you
jia you
God's with me wherever i go =)

2009-02-01T15:48:00.001+08:00

how is it possible to honour my parents
and to GOD both at once ?
it is really stressing
ytd i went to church
and i lied to them tellin them i went to 拜年
i came home feelin guilty
so i decided to tell them the truth
and the next thing i know
the sort of scolded me
for lying to them and going to church
i told them i believe in GOD
they tell me i don care
i wan u not to go to church
before u are 21 u cannot go to church =.=
4 more years !?
i told myself they cant stop me from believin in GOD
the onli good thing is tat i am able to keep my bible
otherwise i will buy 1 more
GOD is good =)
Praying for myself and my family members
Romans 8:35-39
Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword? As it is written: "For your sake we face death all day long; we are considered as sheep to be slaughtered."No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future, nor any powers, neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord.

2009-01-31T10:01:00.002+08:00

CRAP CRAP CRAP !!!!!!!
i cannot go in my course !!!
CHEMICAL PROCESSING TECHNOLOGY!!!!
WHY !??!?!?!?!?
MY COP 19 !( _>_)
WHY !!?!?!?!
NVM i will go
HORTICULTURE AND LANDSCAPE MANAGEMENT =)
if i cant get into
CHEMICAL PROCESSING TECHNOLOGY
WHOSE COP IS 18
HORTICULTURE AND LANDSCAPE MANAGEMENT
IS 19 =)
got chance =)

2009-01-28T21:30:00.003+08:00

third day of new year =0
went to watch movie with parents
Love Matters
so funny =)
very touchin
alot of nice girls =)
haha
got 1 guy called Jeremy lor -.-
so dumb
very sian la
dad always don let me finish my game -.-
forget it =(
i just wanna live my life =0

2009-01-27T20:16:00.002+08:00

today is the 2nd day of the CNY
and guess wat i did ?
i slap my dad in the face ...
i know i should not have done it
but he was sooooooooooo DRUNK !!!!
he acted like such a small boi ...
shouting at people walkin their way
i hate it everytime he drinks too much ...
everyone worries about him ...
i was at a lost before i gave him the slap ...
i was so angry and i did pray ...
i donno why i was so angry at the moment
i even kneel down so tat he will go home ...
instead he scolded him ...
den he say he wanted to go and get bang by a car and die !!!
i was thinking if i should or not but suddenly
i just gave him a slap ...
still he dosent wan to move
so i pushed him and
get stepped by him
get shouted by him (even all the vulgarities)
get scolded by him (even all the vulgarities)
get punched by him
i kept wanting to keep him save ...
away from cars and the road
i was like being look at and shuned
people siam me like i am some sort virus
i was saying sorry to everyone he shout at ...
i realli pray for him to stop drinkin
help me =) please and thanks

2009-01-25T17:30:00.002+08:00

sulphur acid fluoride
is it correctly spelt ?
i just know it is 6 times dencer den air
which makes ur voice sound realllllllllliiii low
how i wish i have a reallllllliiiiiiii low voice
i would sound so funny
unlike what my life is total opposite
for some reason
i cant seem to get my QT right
God does not seem to answer me
maybe i think too much but my past 2 days
i cannot get wat God wanna tell me
i am stuck -.-
i hope God will tell me more about what plans he have for me
Pray tat he will giv me more guidence
and tat he will show me more
PLEASE HELP ME PRAY =)
THANKS ! =)

2009-01-23T18:35:00.002+08:00

Wow there is a song titled my name ' Jeremy'
so creppy -.-

"Jeremy" is based on two different true stories. The song takes its main inspiration from a newspaper article about a 15-year-old boy named Jeremy Wade Delle, born February 10, 1975, from Richardson, Texas who shot himself in front of his English class at Richardson High School on the morning of January 8, 1991 at about 9:45 am. Delle was described by schoolmates as "real quiet" and known for "acting sad." After coming in to class late that morning, Delle was told to get an admittance slip from the school office. He left the classroom, and returned with a ,357 Magnum revolver. Delle walked to the front of the classroom, announced "Miss, I got what I really went for", put the barrel of the firearm in his mouth, and pulled the trigger before his teacher or classmates could react. A girl named Lisa Moore knew Jeremy from the in-school suspension program: "He and I would pass notes back and forth and he would talk about life and stuff," she said. "He signed all of his notes, 'Write back.' But on Monday he wrote, 'Later days.' I didn't know what to make of it. But I never thought this would happen."

So shockin lor
summore is published 1992 la
THE YEAR I WAS BORN !!!

2009-01-23T09:13:00.002+08:00

woo hoo
so much fun YTD =)
steamboat with Sheryl , Priscillia , BeePeng
Adel , NS , Wei Jie .
7 people eat 40 bucks onli =)
Saturday also got steamboat
so many different steamboat
so good la
ai ...
saturday cannot go to church
cannot go to outing
so sad la :'(

2009-01-17T10:52:00.002+08:00

omg ...
wat am i going to do ?
mums not allowing me to go to CHURCH !
how can i do it ?
zzz
she say i was selfish in the past when i go to church
and
she wants me to pai pai ...
incase my parents pass away(touchwood)
wat to do now ???
i love god =)
maybe god will teach me and lead me out

2009-01-16T11:02:00.001+08:00

Sended in my choices
now will have to wait for results
have to start finding a job ...
NS also wanna work =)
maybe can work together
haha
hope my course can get in ...

2009-01-15T08:44:00.003+08:00

my choices !
1)chemical process technology[SP]
2)clean energy management[NP]
3)optometry[NP]
4)chemical and green technology[NYP]
5)electrical enginnering[NP]
6)chemical enginnering[TP]
7)digital entertainment technology(games)[NYP]
8)nanotech and material science[NYP]
9)nursing[NP]
10)biomedical science[RP]
11)micro and nano tech[RP]
12)MI(science)

for my friends who are interested in my choices !

=)

2009-01-13T21:10:00.002+08:00

The Singapore Polytechnic is the only institution in Singapore offering diploma programmes in Industrial Chemistry and Polymer Technology.

awww see how sad can i be ???

the onli poly to offer the course in singapore leh !!!

wat to do ???

i get 21 - 2 (for CCA) =19

course de COP =18

lucky the course lecturer say can go in

can try !

so i will opt for it !

=)

sooo sad sure lose yuen ting de !

O's result

2009-01-13T11:19:00.002+08:00

I was like sooooooo happy about my L1R4+CCA = 17 leh ...
sooo nice can go my course leh !
den ask miss ng ...
she tell me to look at the L1R2B2 which is like 21 ....
soooo wrong la !
the points was suppose to allow me to be eligible for the courses i wan !
clean energy COP 17
chemical processing technology COP 18
my points 21 !!!?!?!?!?!!?
AWWWWW !!!!!
nvm i will have my own way !
i will get into my own course !!!!
=) GOD is with me

2009-01-11T14:23:00.002+08:00

Result's tomoro ...
O's wat will i get ?
less den 20
or more den 20 ?
i wan less !!!!
my cos nit 17 or below
so pls be less den 17 !
haha
worry so much for wat ???
like wat i always say
wat done is done ...
i am just gonna have fun and relax till tomoro
and decide wat i am gonna do ...
May GOD be with me =)

2009-01-09T07:20:00.000+08:00

Solid Rock

There’s a rock that doesn’t move,
It hasn’t moved, it will never move,
Even though the waves come crashing down.
There’s a tower on a hill, its always strong,
It will never shake,
It was standing there before the world began.
There’s a wave that’s coming in,
Washing over this town, it will make or break us, reinvent us,
It’s time to lay me down.

On Christ the solid rock we will stand,
All other ground is sinking sand.
On Christ the solid rock we will stand,
We’ll climb on your back, take us to higher ground.

There’s a song that doesn’t fade,
It never fades it was custom made,
To raise the sons and daughters of this earth.
There’s a sound that’s coming in,
Rushing over this town, it will make or break us, reinvent us; it’s time to lay me down.

My hope is built on nothing less,
Than Jesus blood and righteousness.
I dare not trust the sweetest frame,
But wholly lean on Jesus name.

When darkness seems to veil his face,
I rest on his unchanging grace.
In every high and stormy gale,
My anchor holds within the veil.

His oath his covenant and blood,
Support me in the ‘whelming flood.
When all around my soul gives way,
He then is all my hope and stay.

When the last trumpets voice shall sound,
O then I may in him be found,
Clothed in his righteousness alone,
Faultless to stand before his throne.

2009-01-08T22:15:00.001+08:00

awww
i am so in love with god !
and i mean it
no one can stop me from loving him !

2009-01-05T07:20:00.002+08:00

back from genting
got soooooo little things to do ...
went to KL in the first day
brought shoe , t-shirt and socks
went to genting
brought NIKE de socks
brought shorts
2nd day went to walk around
saw a few movies i wanna watch
and i did
i watch 3 movies in 1 day !!!!
1st movie (The Spirit)
2ndmovie (Ip Man)
3rdmovie (Bedtime Stories)
the first movie sucks !
soo long and u find it hard to understand at the starting
the second is the best !
alot of action and very touching !
third is also good =)
so fun !
exciting !
good =)

2008-12-31T14:19:00.002+08:00

Wee ...
went to church programme YTD
get to know more about my CELL mates
haha
yeah !!!
i got a new Clique !
who cares about people who will PS me now ???
haha
I got my church friend and clique !
got a clique bag !!!
6 people
me
ying ying
carlesile ?(car)
zhi shen
wei shun
and Jeremy
very nice !!!
weee weee weee
so happy now !!!
going to malaysia tomoro -.-
gonna get alot of chewing gum ...
alot of my friends wan ...
happy new years eve ...
going to malaysia to celebrate new year ...

First time to CELL

2008-12-28T11:54:00.003+08:00

went to cell yesterday
so fun !
get to know soooooo many people
jean
grace
ada
jolin(X2)
jeremy(not me)
joyjoy
ying ying
alwyn
kar or car ?!?!
yuen ting
wendy
mella(sa)
zhi shen
wei shun (not sure)
still got some i donno de ...
must get to know them more =)
big cell not choice
haha
will go full time !
every Saturdays !

Merry Christmas !

2008-12-25T20:25:00.001+08:00

merry christmas to all !
wake up so early today -.-
went to some far away place at farrrer park ...
den went to JP ...
saw alot of primary school and secondary school friends
saw 4h de working at elephants working at basement ...
saw liyan shopping at fairprice extra
saw yuchen and yijin going to shop or work ?!?!(donno)
spended half of christmas sleeping -.-
cos i was sleeping or dozing all the way

Friends

2008-12-23T20:13:00.002+08:00

I have a group of crazy friends !
its like close to 8
and they come up to my house ...
wanna know why ???
just for chewing gums ...
they are so damn crazy !
Maybe going out tomoro for waffle buffet !!!
gonna psyco mum to let me go !
i wanted to go for so long !!!
GONNA GO CHURCH MAN !

YTD

2008-12-23T10:48:00.002+08:00

Yeah !
YTD Went to Buffet at JAPANESE VILLAGE !
EAT like a BULL + PIG + DINOSAUR
Me , weijie , victor , leon , zhequen , junguo , zuangchen
Actually we can have a good time eating de ...
but VICTOR AND WEIJIE ordered so many food last min ...
YTD saw so many primary school friend !
First i went to doby gout got to a private school with a very crazy teacher with victor !
den go JP saw BINGXIN
Went to jurong west(or east) de stadium there eat japanese village de high tea buffet
WEIYAN work at japanese village leh !
WE 7 people eat 131 dollars !!!
but eat till SO FULL !!!!!
OH YA !
I WILL SUCCEED IN PSYCOING MY MUM TO LET ME GO CHURCH EVERY SATURTADAY!!!
I LOVE MY GOD
I LOVE MY CHURCH

christmas remixs

2008-12-21T21:35:00.002+08:00

Jingle bells (remix by achmed)

Dashing through the sand
with a bomb strapped to my back.
I have a nasty plan
for Christmas in Iraq.
I got through checkpoint A,
but not through checkpoint B.
That's when I got shot in the ass
by the US Military...

[it's not funny!]

Oooh, jingle bombs, jingle bombs
Mine blew up you see.
Where are all the virgins
that Bin Laden promised me?
Oooh, jingle bombs, jingle bombs
U.S. soldiers shot me dead.
The only thing that I have left
is this towel up on my head.

I used to be a man,
but every time I cough,
thanks to Uncle Sam,
my nuts keep falling off.
My bombing days are done.
I need to find some work.
Perhaps it would be much safer
as a convenient store night clerk.

Oooh, jingle bombs, jingle bombs
I think I got screwed.
Don't laugh at me because I'm dead
or I'll kill you...

I KILL YOUOUOU!

Jingle bells (remix by muttons)

Mutton balls mutton balls
hanging on the wall
one is big,one is small
not balance at all

Hey!

Mutton balls mutton balls
you can eat them raw
you can hang them in ur hall
use them as decour

Driving thru the jam
in a mutton mini-van
vernon and justin
the crazy song we sing
justin smells damn sway
so does vernon A .
the smell can never go away
we mutton everyday

Mutton balls mutton balls
hanging on the wall
one is big,one is small
not balance at all

Hey!

Mutton balls mutton balls
you can eat them raw
you can hang them in ur hall
use them as decour !

Impossible is Nothing

2008-12-21T14:59:00.002+08:00

I,JEREMY GOH ZHENG JIAN,OFFICALLY

ANNOUNCE THAT I AM A CHRISTIAN !

I have always been a christian and will always be.
Went to christmas bash with cousins and friend.
Get to know alot of people !
It was shocking to find out my ex schoolmate is in the same cell group as my cousin !
The atmosphere the is always the same !
People excited and ever-ready to praise the lord !(ME TOO)
The skit performance is very nice and funny.
And what the pastor said
REALLY touched me
Impossible is nothing !
With GOD NOTHING IS IMPOSSIBLE
For we are the people who created impossible ...
As we are the natural
And GOD is the super
and with GOD we will become SUPERNATURAL !
Thus we can do the IMPOSSIBLE !
FOR I'M POSSIBLE WITH GOD !!!!
SO IMPOSSIBLE IS NOTHING !!!!

Twilight quotes

2008-12-19T07:26:00.002+08:00

I would rather Die den leave you.
You are my life now.
I love you. I will always love you, no matter what happens now.
Hasn’t anyone ever told you? Life isn’t fair.
Do you have a multiple personality disorder?
Are you trying to be funny?
I’m trying to figure out what you are.
Stupid, unreliable vampire.
I feel very safe with you.
It makes me… anxious… to be away from you.
I didn’t like it. Not seeing you. It makes me anxious, too.
I told you, it doesn’t matter what you are. It’s too late.
You really should stay away from me.
Trust me.
You already know how I feel, of course. I’m here… which, roughly translated, means I would rather die than stay away from you.
It was very… hard — you can’t imagine how hard — for me to simply take you away, and leave them… alive.
I followed your scent.
And so the lion fell in love with the lamb…
What a stupid lamb.
Please forgive me. I can control myself. You caught me off guard. But I’m on my best behavior now.
You’re as white as a ghost — no, you’re as white as me!
I’ll always want you. Forever.
You… made… me… faint.
Are you still faint from the run? Or was it my kissing expertise?
I think I forgot to breathe
I was curious about you.
You’re interesting when you sleep. You talk.
I’m sorry, Bella. It was stupid, irresponsible, to expose you like this. I’m so sorry.You’re indestructible.
If you let anything happen to yourself— anything at all — I’m holding you personally responsible. Do you understand that?
Don’t worry. He’ll forgive you.
I will make you safe first.
It’s like you’ve taken half my self away with you.
You can sleep, sweetheart, I’ll carry you.
Could you believe that, despite everything I’ve put you through, I love you, too?
Immortality must grant endless patience.
Do you swear you won’t leave me?
It was impossible… to stop. Impossible. But I did. I must love you.

2008-12-17T14:44:00.005+08:00

This is me NOW .

Too tired from waiting ...

Taking a rest ...
Donno if i should just give up or to carry on waiting

I feel that it is WORTH waiting

But something tells me that nothing will happen between me and her ...

This is me,still holding a hope tat she will be with me ...

But there is still no second part of the story

Except Waiting AND MORE WAITING ...

This is me after waiting and waiting ... and still waiting ...

Maybe being true to the heart is never the right choice

But i am still willing to wait for i wanna be with her ...

This was me,back when i confessed to her ...

She told me to wait ...

And i did wait and am WILLING to wait

This was me 1 year back at 2007 right after sentosa with the group

All i did was just wait sliently hopeing she will not find out

(BUT IF I WERE TO GIVE UP,I PROMISE YOU,I WILL KEEP MY PROMISES TO YOU)

2008-12-15T13:30:00.001+08:00

Perfect love makes people's mind weak
Imperfect love hurts people's heart

2008-12-14T00:02:00.002+08:00

Déjà vu is a French phrase meaning "already seen", and it refers to the experience of feeling sure that one has witnessed or experienced a new situation previously .
i had this for a long time now ...
onli remembering bits and pieces of the dream i had
and it will happen later in my life ...
i just hope the dream i had friday don happen
it is something like
i was about to get my result in school
and i didnt see what the result is
but i left for the classroom for a gathering
and when i left my classroom
i saw her crying by the staircase with someone comforting her .
and i went over and had a quarrel with a guy whom i don remember is who ...
this better not happen as i don wanna see the girl i like cry infront of me
it breaks my heart ...
and who ever is responsible for it will not be let off easily !
For the Girl I Like ,
I am Willing to Sacrifice Myself to Make Her Happy .

2008-12-09T12:06:00.000+08:00

ai ... staying at home is a torture !
gaming whole day is fun but will rot to death ...
so gonna get a health lifestyle !
gonna gym run and swim !
haha
good life ...

Plan For Life Before Getting Result

2008-12-06T23:00:00.002+08:00

Plan For Life Before Getting Result
STARTING FROM DECEMBER 06
THIS WILL BE MY PLAN !
MONDAY - GO RUN(STADIUM) AND GYM
TUESDAY - REST AND GAME
WEDNESDAY - RUN(STADIUM) AND GYM
THURSDAY - REST AND HAVE FUN
FRIDAY - GYM AND RUN HOME
SATURTADAY - REST AND GO OUT
SUNDAY - GYM OR REST (BOTH OPTIONAL)
THIS PLAN WILL CARRY ON !
RESULTS WILL BE SEEN !

2008-12-05T15:18:00.000+08:00

我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影
我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影
指头还残留你为我擦的指甲油
没想走你好像说过你和我会不会有以后
世界一直一直变地球不停的转动
在你的时空我从未退缩懦弱
当我靠在你耳朵只想轻轻对你说
我的温柔只想让你都拥有
我的爱只能够让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄不停守候在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪化为乌有为你而流
藏在无边无际的小小宇宙
爱你的我
你听见了吗我为你唱的这首歌
是为了要证明我为了你存在的意义
世界一直一直变地球不停的转动
在你的时空我从未退缩懦弱
当我靠在你耳朵只想轻轻对你说
我的温柔只想让你都拥有
我的爱只能够让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄不停守候在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪化为乌有为你而流
藏在无边无际的小小宇宙
爱你的我
爱你的我
不能停止脉搏为了爱你奋斗就请你让我说出口
我的爱只能够让你一个人独自拥有
我的灵和魂魄不停守候在你心门口
我的伤和眼泪化为乌有为你而流
藏在无边无际的小小宇宙
爱你的我 ya wo
爱你的我 ya wo
我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影
我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影
我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影
我穿梭金星木星水星火星土星追寻
追寻你时间滴答滴答滴答答滴身影

All i can say is

爱你的我 !

2008-12-04T10:13:00.002+08:00

chalet yesterday was so boring for me -.-
was suppose to meet people and go together
but in the end i got bombed
and cab to downtown east
guess wat ?
is cost more the $30 ...
i got there and saw people i donno ...
it ok but at least have her
who didn't even talk to me ...
when i was there , he stared at me i can feel it
for some reason i donno ...
and he teleported and sometimes can disappear for very long ...
and she will disappear with him ...
i didn't have a chance to talk to her at all .
i think wat she did was to help him (or maybe spike me ?)
i really donno wat to say lor ...
and was surpose to leave with her and she never call me -.-
nevermind ...
at least i get to see people making out and get to know a new guy name aloy
he is so friendly and funny ...
and like to disturb people makin out -.-
haha
that is the only fun there except from lookin at her
he did magic and most was see through by us ....
haha so funny lor ...
jh think i am like him when it comes to treatin a girl
we will give our best to the girl we like
but he is a playboy? i donno
to me he is a caring and good person
i wanna be like him positively .

to end i would just like to say i love denise

2008-12-03T08:25:00.000+08:00

White Horse By Taylor Swift

Say you're sorry
That face of an angel
Comes out just when you need it to
As I paced back and forth all this time
Cause I honestly believed in you
Holding on
The days drag on
Stupid girl,
I should have known, I should have known that

[Chorus]
I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around

Baby I was naive,
Got lost in your eyes
And never really had a chance,
I had so many dreams
About you and me
Happy endings
Now I know that

[Chorus]
I'm not a princess, this ain't a fairy tale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet,
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood, this is a small town,
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
Now it's too late for you
And your white horse, to come around

And there you are on your knees,
Begging for forgiveness, begging for me
Just like I always wanted but I'm so sorry

Cause I'm not your princess, this ain't a fairytale
I'm gonna find someone someday who might actually treat me well
This is a big world, that was a small town
There in my rearview mirror disappearing now
And its too late for you and your white horse
Now its too late for you and your white horse, to catch me now

Oh, whoa, whoa, whoa
Try and catch me now
Oh, it's too late
To catch me now

2008-11-22T11:15:00.000+08:00

Lights On By David Cook

Never really said too much
Afraid it wouldn’t be enough
Just try to keep my spirits up
When there’s no point in grieving
Doesn’t matter anyway
Words could never make me stay
Words will never take my place
When you know I’m leaving

Try to leave a light on when I’m gone
Something I rely on to get home
One I can feel at night
A naked light, a fire to keep me warm
Try to leave a light on when I’m gone
Even in the daylight, shine on
And when it’s late at night you can look inside
You won’t feel so alone

You know we’ve been down that road
What seems a thousand times before
My back to a closing door and my eyes to the seasons
That roll out underneath my heels
And you don’t know how bad it feels
To leave the only one that I have ever believed in

Try to leave a light on when I’m gone
Something I rely on to get home
One I can feel at night
A naked light, a fire to keep me warm
Try to leave a light on when I’m gone
Even in the daylight, shine on
And when it’s late at night you can look inside
You won’t feel so alone

Sometimes it feels like we’ve run out of luck
When the signal keeps on breaking up
When the wires cross in my brain
You’ll start my heart again
When I come along

Try to leave a light on when I’m gone
Something I rely on to get home
One I can feel at night
A naked light, a fire to keep me warm
Try to leave a light on when I’m gone
Even in the daylight, shine on
And when it’s late at night you can look inside
You won’t feel so alone

2008-11-16T21:53:00.001+08:00

Gemini & Leo
When Gemini and Leo come together in a love affair, their relationship is playful and high-spirited, characterized by light activity and optimism. Gemini thrives on mental stimulation and is therefore very attracted to Leo's creative, dramatic spirit. There can be trouble between these two, however: If Leo takes Gemini's flirty, outgoing nature too seriously, or if Gemini thinks Leo wants to maintain total control of the relationship, arguments may break out. Though their approaches are different -- Gemini likes to analyze things from all sides in an intellectual conversation while Leo would rather not talk about it and just jump right in -- they are well-matched.

Both Leo and Gemini have a lot of energy. Leo likes to be at the helm of any project, endeavor or outing; Gemini wants to be free to think as fast and as far as they please. Direct, decisive Leo can help Gemini make a decision if they start to vacillate due to their ability to see all the options -- but Leo must take care not to be too bossy, which will turn Gemini off.

Leo is ruled by the Sun (Self) and Gemini by the Planet Mercury (Communication). Both of these Signs are skilled at communication as their planetary influences are similar; they just have different approaches to self-expression. They may also have heated debates, but while Gemini finds it fun and mentally stimulating, Leo takes it quite seriously and can get their feelings very hurt.

Gemini is an Air Sign and Leo is a Fire Sign. Air fuels Fire and helps it spread far and wide. Gemini has an easy time of keeping up with Leo's energy and creativity. Leo tends to be dramatic and demonstrative, and brainy Gemini always understands Leo's message. The best thing is, Leo can have an energetic, active day -- and then come home at night and tell Gemini all about it.

Leo is a Fixed Sign and Gemini is a Mutable Sign. Leo is stubborn and resolute, a great leader and somewhat rigid when it comes to changing their ideas or direction. When Leo makes up their mind, they'll see something through to the end. Gemini, on the other hand, is flexible in the extreme. They become bored easily and have no problem letting Leo take the lead -- to a certain extent. Gemini wants to be the leader of their own thoughts. They're happy to be in the background, content with their thoughts while Leo takes the spotlight and the glory.

What's the best aspect of the Gemini-Leo relationship? Their youthful, even childlike view of the world. This couple can be a great success due to their optimism and explorative natures.

2008-11-04T20:23:00.000+08:00

1 2, 1 2 3 4-
Give me more lovin' than I've ever had,
Make it all better when I'm feelin' sad,
Tell me that I'm special even when I know I'm not,
Make it feel good when I hurt so bad, Barely gettin' mad,
I'm so glad I found you; I love bein' around you.

You make it easy, it's easy as 1, 2- 1, 2, 3, 4
There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you- (I love you) I love you
There's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what I'll do-(I love you)
I love you.

Give me more lovin' from the very start,
Piece me back together when I fall apart,
Tell things you never even tell your closest friends-
Make it feel good when I hurt so bad, Best I that I've had,
I'm so glad I found you, I love bein' around you.

You make it easy, it's easy as 1, 2- 1, 2, 3, 4
There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you- (I love you) I love you
There's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what I'll do- (I love you)
I love you.
(I love you) I love you.

You make it easy, it's easy as 1, 2- 1, 2, 3, 4
There's only 1 thing 2 do 3 words 4 you- (I love you) I love you
There's only 1 way 2 say those 3 words and that's what I'll do-(I love you)
I love you.

very nice song !!!

2008-11-03T20:38:00.000+08:00

Mmmm
There's so much craziness surrounding me
There's so much going on it gets hard to breathe
All my faith has gone you bring it back to me
You make it real for me
Well I'm not sure of my priorities
I've lost site of where I'm ment to be
And like holy water washing over me

You make it real for me
And IIIIIIIII'm running to you baby
Youuu are the only one who save me
That's whyyy I've been missing you lately
Cause you make it real for me

When my head is strong but my heart is weak
I'm full of hurricanes and uncertainty
But I can find the words
You teach my heart to speak

You make it real for meee yeaaa
And iiiiiiiiii'm running to you baby
You are the only one who save me
That's whyyy I've been missing you lately
Cause you make it real for me

Everybodies talking in words
I don't understand
You got to be the only one
Who knows just who I am
And you shine in the distance
I hope I can make it through
Cause the only place
That I want to be
Is right back home with you

I guess there's so much more
I have to learn
But if you're here with me
I know which way to turn
You always give me somewhere,
Somewhere I can learn

You make it real for me
And iiiii'm running to you baby
Cause you are the only one who save me
That's why I've been missing you lately
Cause you make it real for me
You make it real for me

wat to do ???

one chance?

2008-11-03T20:37:00.000+08:00

No, oh

In my life I don't mean much to anyone
I lost my way, can't go back anymore
Once I had everything, now it's gone
Don't tell me again 'cause I've heard it all before

Some people say that I'm not worth it
I've made mistakes but nobody's perfect
Guess I'll give it a try

I got one last chance to get myself together
I can't lose no more time it's now or never
And I try to remember who I used to be
I got one last chance to get myself together

Time has come for me to change again
I can't carry on like this I will lose my friends
Don't say that you have given up on me
Just give me the time and space to heal my head

Some people say that I'm not worth it
I've made mistakes but nobody's perfect
I guess I'll give it a try

I got one last chance to get myself together
I can't lose no more time it's now or never
And I try to remember who I used to be
I got one last chance to get myself together

Oh
And I don't want to be misunderstood
I've got to take this chance and make it into something good

Oh
Some people say that I'm not worth it
I've made mistakes but nobody's perfect
Guess I'll give it a try

I got
I got one last chance to get myself together
No I can't lose no more time it's now or never
I got one last chance to get myself together
I can't lose no more time it's now or never
And I try to remember who I used to be
I got one last chance to get myself together

I got one last chance
Well you know it's all I need
Just one last chance

2008-10-30T20:00:00.003+08:00

she deleted my comment !
i said sorry to her !
wat can i do ?
feel so sadded !
can i do anything ?
i guess nothing's gonna change her mind leh
i still love her so much !
maybe
standing back
being patient
there will be a spark for both of us ?
i hope it will happen !
i just know no matter how many sorries i say
i will be of no use
but i will still say it to her !
for i really am sorry !

2008-10-29T08:57:00.001+08:00

Listen to the Silence

In that moment
Between love and hate
In that moment
Between passion and pain
In that moment
Between Tomorrow and today...
Lies silence
(silence)
(silence)

Have you ever...
Looked deep into her eyes,
Fallen into the abyss,
Before you realized...
That you were lost in the silence?

I have heard that silence means
The absence of sound
But if this is true
Then why is it so loud?
Why does it drown?

In that moment
Between love and hate
In that moment
Between passion and pain
In that moment
Between Tomorrow and today...
Lies silence
(silence)
(silence)

Just listen to the silence!
You can hear so many things
Words you're not speaking,
Desire encroaching,
Silence taking...everything...

I have heard that silence means
The absence of sound
But if this is true
Then why is it so loud?
Why does it drown?

In that moment
Between love and hate
In that moment
Between passion and pain
In that moment
Between Tomorrow and today...
Lies silence
(silence)
(silence)

Sometimes words are useless
Much like over-used excuses
Sometimes you just have to do it
Listen to the silence

2008-10-29T08:40:00.003+08:00

說好的幸福呢 -周杰伦

你的繪畫凌亂著
在這個時刻
我想起喷泉旁的白鴿
甜蜜散落了

繼續莫名的拉扯
我還愛你呢
而你斷斷續續唱著歌
假裝沒事了

時間過了, 走了
愛情面臨選擇
你冷了倦了我哭了
一開始都不快樂
你用卡片紙寫著
有些愛隻給到這真的痛了

怎麼了你累了說好的幸福呢
我懂了不說了愛淡了夢遠了
開心與不開心依稀數著你在不舍
那些愛過的感覺都太深刻
我都還記得

你不懂了說好的幸福呢
我錯了淚干了放手了后悔了
隻是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著
要怎麼停呢

怎麼了你累了
說好的幸福呢
我懂了不說了
愛淡了夢遠了
我都還記得

你不懂了說好的幸福呢
我錯了淚干了放手了后悔了
隻是回憶的音樂盒還旋轉著
要怎麼停呢

is this how she feels ?
i wonder !?
but if 說好的幸福 is wat you wan
i believe i can give it to you
only if you will give me a chance
an i will prove it to you !

2008-10-28T20:02:00.003+08:00

get an idea
i just make the person tat i love most
angry
guess wat ?
i may lose a friend because of this
a good friend
wat will i do ?
the girl i really really love
i really really wanna be with her
but all i did was make her angry ...
how will i go on ?
staying optimistic ?
i can try but it may not work
can anyone tell me wat i can do ?
i really really love her
i just wan her to know tat
will i end up brokenhearted again ?
bananaDJ i created it for us
banana wat we both love
D is you
J is me
will there be a happy ending ?(we be together)
or start of a whole new loner status ?
bananaDj or HeartBroken™
i will wan bananaDj of cause
but only heaven know's wat will happen
right ?
i will be hopeing and waiting and staying by you love
for i want it to be bananaDJ in the end !

2008-09-07T21:27:00.002+08:00

aw...
my mum so bad ...
want me to fail my O's
haha
i use com got scolded by mum
she wants me to study but there is nothing much to study la -.-
science pratical and MCQ study wat ?
DNT study wat ?
all i know liao de la
please ?!!?!??!!?!
i going off com go sleep
tomorro pass JH hana yori dango 2 de CD
love the show !!!
gonna watch the movie !!!!!!!!
bye all
FUCK THE WORLD