Changed my blog skin again
1. to remind meself of who save my life
2. to remind meself to know who is in control of me life
3. to let meself know that me is too small to accomplish big things without HIM
4. to always remember today.
5. to let meself remember to pray.

today i got the shock of me life.
after having dinner with my parents and my 4th uncle and aunt and sherman.
we walk home
and a short distance away from my lift lobby
my dad had a difficulty breathing
all i could do was to ask him to breath in deeply
and held him tightly
it was like i wasn't gonna let him go.
it was the first time i felt real fear going thru me
as it was the first time i have seen my dad with such a painful expression.
i have no seen the expression before
i was so scared .
he felt better so we walked home
and i was afraid that he will have difficulty breathing again
and when we reach home
he told me this have been happening for 2-3 months
i told him to go for a check up but he says he is scared
so am i , i thought in my heart .
now i can only pray that he will go for the check up and get well
and that this will not happen again

PS:if you are reading this,christian or not, please help me pray !
i don wanna lose my dad ! please ! thanks !