today is the 2nd day of the CNY
and guess wat i did ?
i slap my dad in the face ...
i know i should not have done it
but he was sooooooooooo DRUNK !!!!
he acted like such a small boi ...
shouting at people walkin their way
i hate it everytime he drinks too much ...
everyone worries about him ...
i was at a lost before i gave him the slap ...
i was so angry and i did pray ...
i donno why i was so angry at the moment
i even kneel down so tat he will go home ...
instead he scolded him ...
den he say he wanted to go and get bang by a car and die !!!
i was thinking if i should or not but suddenly
i just gave him a slap ...
still he dosent wan to move
so i pushed him and
get stepped by him
get shouted by him (even all the vulgarities)
get scolded by him (even all the vulgarities)
get punched by him
i kept wanting to keep him save ...
away from cars and the road
i was like being look at and shuned
people siam me like i am some sort virus
i was saying sorry to everyone he shout at ...
i realli pray for him to stop drinkin
help me =) please and thanks